Wahoo !

Well, these past like, 3 weeks have been INSANE.

So much partying, not enough sleep, so much beer, babes, cigarettes and friends.

Everything seems like it's coming together QUITE nicely.

I love making new friends, driving home at 6-7 am, all nighters, 'kitacy', guitar hero..

TIMMAY.

I'm lovin life.

Also, looking forward to;

1. Wednesday night ritual @sneakydees

2. LMFAO @zubar (thursday)

3. Tristans party @niagarafalls (saturday)

4. Crookers @toronto (aug5)

5. Steve Aoki @hamilton-toronto (aug6)

6. Wrongbar @toronto (manymanysaturdays)

7. BLINK 182 @TORONTO (L)(L) (aug23)

Stoked on my life, having a job, and moving soon. yesss.

movie list

Movie's I need to see;
-Scrooge (with jim carey as scrooge)
-The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassu (with the late, heath ledger)
-Coraline in 3D.
-Transformers; Revenge of the fallen
-Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
-Toy Story in 3D
-UP
-Year One (jack black and michael cera ? stoked.)
-Ice Age ; dawn of the dinosaurs
-2012
-Slumdog Millionaire
-MILK
-All 3 highschool musicals...everytime i watch the first one i fall asleep.
-Zach and Miri make a porno
-The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
-Funny People
-The Soloist
-Whatever Works

Summer time ;)

' everything will be okay in the end; if it's not okay, it's not the end '

He's home ! Everything's going to be okay. 

This summer will be really, really wickid. 

It's already started to rule.

Looking forward to Cobrasnake tonight, Steve aoki, crookers, crystal castles.

Whoop !

H&M interview went pretty well.

I'm pretty stoked. 

Everything is okay.

summer

Summer's already began, we haven't had too much good weather either.

Theres been alot of ups, but way more downs.

I've been so stressed lately, with everything, not having a job is probably the worst downer ever.

There's been alot of good news, but alot of bad news.

I just want to get away, I need to go to my cottage really soon.

depression out.

I basically have THE best friends on the face of this planet.

Tonight went from being so shitty (see below) to being so so good.

Thanks to a few of my bests, good talks, and wickid laughs. 

This is going to be an awesome summer.

depression sets in

Well, this is when depression sets in,

my friends all now have theyre lisences, meaning they don't need me anymore as a friend/taxi/buyer of smokes/booze, whatever.

I just feel so secluded and torn and washed out.

Hopefully with this job, i'll get some money under my belt and hopefully be able to move, i mean why should i be in grimsby ? there's nothing for me, no one for me. 

My 'friends' don't need me, don't really care about me anymore. Honestly, they all have cars now, they can get places on there own. 

I just want to cry. or move, moving would be cool.

I just need to get out of this boring town, move somewhere and start something new. 

I want to be 18 again, have him to hangout with, be able to have someone tell me i'm worth it, worth sticking around for.

That's another thing, I like helping people out, i really like knowing i'm doing something good for someone. I hate to see people depressed. I like making people happy, seeing people smile because of something i did or helped out with. 

Fuck, depression hurts.

I want things to be how they used too. 

I want you to come home and for you to be safe.

I want you to realise you have a life here, someone to fall back on.

Dad's 50th was good, I got pretty drunk. 

Interview went well, They haven't called yet, I'm pretty upset about it. 

Oh well.