Friday, August 28, 2009

okay honestly...

girls in this god damned town are too fucking ridiculous.
take a look around you. there's nothing and no body. if you don't get out and realize there's an entire world waiting for you, you're going to be stuck here, forever.
you cry about the most ridiculous things, i mean, there are other things to be worried about.
i'm beyond excited to leave and meet some real people and create real friendships, friendships not based on looks or money. i'm so sick of everyone being so immature and fucked up.
if anyone moved from a big city, to our small town, they'd be disgusted at the amount of drama we, ourselves create.
it's dog-eat-dog in this town, and i'm so fucking excited to get away from it.
sure i'll miss some people, sure i'll miss my family and friends.
but i sure as hell, won't miss the amount of drama in this town.
i hate the amount of immaturity here. there's so many other things we as teenagers could be doing.
people rely on the smallest of things here, everyone is all talk.
all talk and no doing. if you say your going to get out, get out now. do it while you still can, while your parents still think your a silly teenager who doesn't know what you want with life.
i wish i did, i wish i got out when i was 18 and didn't know what i wanted.
i still don't, i'm 20, but at least now i can figure things out for myself, lead my own life, have my own responsibilities.
theres going to be no one telling me what i can and cannot do.
theres nothing in this town for me, and i'm so fucking glad i'm leaving.

Friday, August 21, 2009

lets get cute.

I'm officially tattooed.
It really hurt. like, soo bad.
I'm moving on september 15th, and am actually so scared and nervous.
I got a call from one of the insurance companys today, my interview's on monday :)
Hopefully things work out. It'd be such a sweet, sweet job.
Blink's on sunday, i'm way to pumped.
So many good things happening :)

Saturday, August 15, 2009

im learning to breathe again on my own.

I'd really like October to come now.
Kerri and I are moving in October 1st.
Which means i have about 2 and a half months to find a job and save money.
I'm looking in Toronto, absolutely everywhere. I just want to get some luck one day and get it.
I love when parents say i can't.
It makes me say I will and prove you wrong.

Friday, August 7, 2009

=)

Well, my tattoo is booked, august 20th.
I'm getting a breast cancer ribbon for my mom, it'll probably be on the back of my neck.
Dayn's getting one also, on the back of his calf.
She started chemo today, I was really upset this morning.
But i have to look at it in a positive way and look at it as the cancer will never come back.
Moving by september :) i'm really excited to start life with one of my best friends.