I was really upset last night when i got home, i heard what happened and that's all i could think about for the entire night. I feel so bad. I hope everything will be fine, he's a strong person. I wish i could go see him and just talk.

As much as i feel like he's forgotten about me, there's still something in my mind that tells me he hasn't, and won't.

Buut, on a lighter note, I still have a cold, i need a shower and it's so nice outside.

I want to go to the beach =) maybe have a picnic. Or something cute.

I want to go to windsor SO bad. like, soo bad. 

Okay, shower time.