Last night i was actually thinking about dying my hair blonde. platinum blonde.

Then i decided that it was a terrible idea and that i'm an idiot.

Today should be normal. i hate when things are normal.

I actually really hope it's super warm.

I had a really weird/bad dream about my mom actually lashing out and like speaking her mind and telling me all these crazy things about how horrible i am and what a shitty daughter i am. and i woke up crying.  and we were at a gradutation of some sort. it sucked. i think i'm going to go make breakfast =)