Tonight was fun :)

I've been hearing things and i can't help but wonder if it was my fault.

I've made it seem like i'm over it, but i'm not. And i won't be, for a long time. 

I just want to talk to him, see if he's okay. Our friendship meant alot and i really just want to talk to him. 

I feel like he needs someone to talk to, his friends are basically all gone and he's left with what ? nothing and nobody. 

I still feel like it's my fault. I've got this like, weight on my shoulders. I want to know why and just let him know i'm still here to talk and be a friend. 

Shitty shit.